A crappy day all around. I am soooo sick of driving and being my car. I feel like that is all I ever do. Drive all over this city. I know that I'm grumpy today and I shouldn't be, but I just don't feel like myself. I just wish I could get over this feeling of... just blah. I think that if I got sleep that I'd feel better. If I got some homework done then maybe I'd feel better too.
So...now. I am going to work on getting OUT of this mood. So I will make some dinner for us and then watch Survivor and maybe do some exercise and try to read and GO. TO. BED. ON TIME.
So. Sigh... that is all!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
You'd think I was just so super busy wouldn't you? But no.. and yes. Let's see. I'm still recovering slowly from surgery. I'm tired much of the time. I am now 2 WEEKS behind in my school work. That's just never happened before. And you know what??? I. DON'T. CARE. Nope. I should, however, but... I just don't know what it is, I'm burned out maybe. I feel burned out on this deployment. I'm so so damn sick of this. It sucks doing it all alone. My mood is .. not great much of the time either. I feel... grumpy. And anxious. ALL. THE . TIME. I know that I am not doing the very best job at being a mom right now. My kids are not getting to school enough. Someone is always sleeping in and I have to take them to school late or they get sick and miss a few days of school, or Becca has to be picked up early every Wed. for therapy on her arm. So.. yeah. Mother of the year I am....