Today is the day before I turn 38. Wow. 38! So I'm taking myself to Cripple Creek to gamble a bit. I have found that it is only a 30 minute drive from Camp A where I take Ryan every Sunday. So it has been fun. This is the first birthday Jeff won't be celebrating with me. We have been so lucky but it still really bums me out. I also have decided that only I will be visiting Jeff in October. Plane tickets will cost too much for all of us to go. I'd rather put the money towards the vacation in December.
Jeff sent us a package today! He put in Thule t shirts which are cool. He also gave Becca and I stuffed polar bears. They are so cute I love it. I miss him so much. I really hate that time seems to be going by so slowly. It just seems to be dragging. How can only 3 months have passed?? It seems like at least 6 months should have gone by. But... one day at a time right?
Wish me luck. I hope to win a huge jackpot... Ha Ha. More realistically I hope to play craps for a few hours and have a great time. Maybe win a few small slot jackpots... dream big right??